I dont really know what im scared of maybe getting old not just the idea of ageing but getting older to where i cant help myself anymore i have to rely on other people to help me or that i will live to much in the future as a kid then relize all that worying just inevitably made me lose that time. I'm scared that i will worry so much about trying to find my "hobby" or one activity that i really enjoy that i will forget to live in the moment I guess thats what im doing right now wrighting about this im just worrying and worrying and that might eat me alive i just wish i could live in the moment and stomp being so worried about the future. Always, Hope